The Masculine Journey

Do I have what it takes?

This is the question that every man asks himself. Every man wants to feel strong enough and successful enough. As each young boy grows up, he yearns for affirmation especially from his father. I was and still am fortunate to have a loving and encouraging father. Yet I still ask the question. Do I have what it takes to survive and thrive in a career? Do I have what it takes to finish grad school and provide for a family? I become overwhelmed at times with all the responsibility on my shoulders. I often do not believe that I have what it takes. But others do, especially my wife. And while I do find encouragement from others, it is not enough. I long for the true Father to whisper in the wind that I have what it takes.. that I am His Beloved Son.. and that He will not leave me to struggle alone. As afraid as I am of what lies ahead, I can rest in the promise that the Holy Spirit is with me. But don't think that I never get scared or lonely. Life as a Christian comes with many trials and frustrations, but there is hope and that's what keeps me going. All I want is to one day sit at the feet of Jesus and for him to say, "Well done good and faithful servant." This is the cross I carry and the life to which I am called.